Simply you....

Relationship requires a lot of work.

Marriage demands commitment and sacrifices.

Long Distance Relationship will involuntarily make you patient and hopeful.

When you meet the one that helps you forget your worries....and takes you to a mental vacation, and you feel peace and contentment. When you meet the one that brings a balance to your over the top world....and they become your pair of new eyeglasses to help you see things clearer whenever she's around. When you meet the one that keeps you whole with the simplest thing she does.....and her love is so simple yet so profound. When she holds you, and her hands caressing your body as she lays soft kisses on your face......her tenderness wraps you up like a thick comforter on a cold winter night. You let your mind travel to the many favorite memories you've shared with her. Your conclusion is happiness. You can't imagine your world without her. She's your everything. You want to do everything in your power to have her feel safe, wanted, cherished, and loved.  So you hold on tight to her love.....and hoping it will continue to get better and stronger as we age.  And when you fuck up, you look forward to making it up to her.

But when distance threatens your foundation occasionally......and a medical issue rises and leads to having surgery. Distance reminds you of your helplessness - you can't be there. Questions. Worries. Doubts. Fears. They all tear down at the confident, hopeful, optimistic attitude you once had. You feel lost. All you hear and see is -
"you can't be there!"
"you can't be there!"
"you can't be there!"
"you can't be there!" 
FUCK!!! I KNOW!!

It has been awhile since I've seen you last. We had a blast. Fireworks. All smiles. All I need right now is that "it" that connects you and I for good times and bad times. But I'm not sure how well it will hold us up because it is our first time down this road together. If only I could touch you one more time. Hold you in my arms and tell you everything will be fine. I know I tell you over the phone.......but it's just not the same.

All I want....all I need....is to be next to you...simply you.

I love you cherie....